It was the most unexpected thing that happened tonight. I had been watching Tik Tok videos and enjoying my night unwinding until I came to a video and something in me changed.

I noticed the swell in my eyes, turned off the phone and cried. Thoughts of not ever being who anyone would want creeped in and I lost control of the woman I am.

I still to this very moment, can't understand why I view myself in such a negative way. I'm sure there's truth in the affirmations I tell myself. Somewhere in me I've got to start appreciating who I am and how far I've come.

I just want to keep believing in love. But, I'm slowly falling out of love with love itself. Now what?


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